Go Away

I love my work, I love my social skills constantly being utilized every time I do a shift.

What I do not love is loosing hours.

Compared to the last month, I have gone from twenty five hours a week down to ten this coming week.

I went into work a little stressed doubting any chance of me paying my rent.

On arrival I hear everyone else moaning and groaning about a huge drop in the hours.

I have never been so stressed.

I have five days off in a row and almost full time availability.

It is a little nerve wrecking and to make things worse, I worked my one of two shifts for the week Sunday and learned that a few sales associates all returned at the same time from long vacations away from the job hence taking my hours with them.

I know things will work out, I really like my job but a few weeks of this will have me fretting to pay bills.

I am going to remain optimistic and lessen the hostility I feel towards the older employees returning back to work. Its not real hostility just a tension to say, "where did all my hours go?"

I am holding out for the hope of getting an extra shift thrown at me, ya never know, it could happen.